Sunday, March 26, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
When you build with people you find that your not alone.
I had another blast last night with my home girl (I know "home girl" old school) LOL so what I can do that this is my blog LOL. My sister my home girl and I went out we had a great time until some @ss hole of a human bean just invaded the energy but never the less we are strong warrior sister's and we over came that quick.
I love how my home girl and I build on real issues about life and the purpose of being in this world. Again we rolled up to my house at 5am but we vibe outside the ride for and hour. By the time we ended the convo it was light out and the sun was kissing us all over and saying thank you for being up and allowing the energy of raise finish off the night into a new day.
I feel so bless and a friend of mine lets just call her "Awake" is going through a transformation of self. Awake is finally allowing my knowledge to help out with life and her troubles at home. I love her more for this because I hate to see people in pain it's so unfair.
Any who my reader I skipped over lots in this blog but never the less I'm doing great I just try to make expressions not to long but short and overstandabel. Much love and blessing through elevation and education by the creation of life.
Give thanks to the creators of sight for allowing us to read and express one self.
-Raquel M Jackson
Conscious Womb Thinking
and to my brother readers
Conscious Wombman Thinking
I hope you overstand what I mean by this if not go to www.myspace.com/ganviebysoundhealing and read my pass blog on the womb healing.
I love how my home girl and I build on real issues about life and the purpose of being in this world. Again we rolled up to my house at 5am but we vibe outside the ride for and hour. By the time we ended the convo it was light out and the sun was kissing us all over and saying thank you for being up and allowing the energy of raise finish off the night into a new day.
I feel so bless and a friend of mine lets just call her "Awake" is going through a transformation of self. Awake is finally allowing my knowledge to help out with life and her troubles at home. I love her more for this because I hate to see people in pain it's so unfair.
Any who my reader I skipped over lots in this blog but never the less I'm doing great I just try to make expressions not to long but short and overstandabel. Much love and blessing through elevation and education by the creation of life.
Give thanks to the creators of sight for allowing us to read and express one self.
-Raquel M Jackson
Conscious Womb Thinking
and to my brother readers
Conscious Wombman Thinking
I hope you overstand what I mean by this if not go to www.myspace.com/ganviebysoundhealing and read my pass blog on the womb healing.
When you build with people you find that your not alone.
I had another blast last night with my home girl (I know "home girl" old school) LOL so what I can do that this is my blog LOL. My sister my home girl and I went out we had a great time until some @ss hole of a human bean just invaded the energy but never the less we are strong warrior sister's and we over came that quick.
I love how my home girl and I build on real issues about life and the purpose of being in this world. Again we rolled up to my house at 5am but we vibe outside the ride for and hour. By the time we ended the convo it was light out and the sun was kissing us all over and saying thank you for being up and allowing the energy of raise finish off the night into a new day.
I feel so bless and a friend of mine lets just call her "Awake" is going through a transformation of self. Awake is finally allowing my knowledge to help out with life and her troubles at home. I love her more for this because I hate to see people in pain it's so unfair.
Any who my reader I skipped over lots in this blog but never the less I'm doing great I just try to make expressions not to long but short and overstandabel. Much love and blessing through elevation and education by the creation of life.
Give thanks to the creators of sight for allowing us to read and express one self.
-Raquel M Jackson
Conscious Womb Thinking
and to my brother readers
Conscious Wombman Thinking
I hope you overstand what I mean by this if not go to www.myspace.com/ganviebysoundhealing and read my pass blog on the womb healing.
I love how my home girl and I build on real issues about life and the purpose of being in this world. Again we rolled up to my house at 5am but we vibe outside the ride for and hour. By the time we ended the convo it was light out and the sun was kissing us all over and saying thank you for being up and allowing the energy of raise finish off the night into a new day.
I feel so bless and a friend of mine lets just call her "Awake" is going through a transformation of self. Awake is finally allowing my knowledge to help out with life and her troubles at home. I love her more for this because I hate to see people in pain it's so unfair.
Any who my reader I skipped over lots in this blog but never the less I'm doing great I just try to make expressions not to long but short and overstandabel. Much love and blessing through elevation and education by the creation of life.
Give thanks to the creators of sight for allowing us to read and express one self.
-Raquel M Jackson
Conscious Womb Thinking
and to my brother readers
Conscious Wombman Thinking
I hope you overstand what I mean by this if not go to www.myspace.com/ganviebysoundhealing and read my pass blog on the womb healing.
Friday, March 24, 2006
Sing this title..O Happy Day's O Happy Day's...if you've seen sister act then you would know the song I guess LOL!
Smiles make you feel in control of self with love and respect for life. I seek out bad intentions in people and turn negatives into positives and then allow them to see the love and support that I've given to them.
I feel great today I had a ball last night with some old friends and I also meet some new friends. I talk some of the night about music, life, the universe, Dr. Emoto, Jordan Maxwell (thanks to a good friend for the film), planets, and health.
It was a great night to build although it all took place in 3 bars it still was needed information for the situation regardless of the atmosphere. I had a meeting with the owner of a business that I'll be doing some art for. I'm also going to be hosting a poetry slam night for the owner and thanks to an awesome co worker/family/hommy/thank the creator for her being in my life sista who referred me to the spot. The meeting was hot and the place has a lounge/bar/tea/funk/sexy atmosphere to it and I love it especially once I see my art up in the spot LOL it will have an even better energy added to it.
I got home around 4am but stayed outside in the car and chatted with my friend for an hour about life. I walked in my house around 5:15am or so...it was worth staying up for because we build more and learned more about self and how to better self when you utilize time with education and upliftment.
I feel great today I had a ball last night with some old friends and I also meet some new friends. I talk some of the night about music, life, the universe, Dr. Emoto, Jordan Maxwell (thanks to a good friend for the film), planets, and health.
It was a great night to build although it all took place in 3 bars it still was needed information for the situation regardless of the atmosphere. I had a meeting with the owner of a business that I'll be doing some art for. I'm also going to be hosting a poetry slam night for the owner and thanks to an awesome co worker/family/hommy/thank the creator for her being in my life sista who referred me to the spot. The meeting was hot and the place has a lounge/bar/tea/funk/sexy atmosphere to it and I love it especially once I see my art up in the spot LOL it will have an even better energy added to it.
I got home around 4am but stayed outside in the car and chatted with my friend for an hour about life. I walked in my house around 5:15am or so...it was worth staying up for because we build more and learned more about self and how to better self when you utilize time with education and upliftment.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
If you want to know all you have to do is ask.
You want to know so bad what I am thinking don't you?
Guess what?
I love me more there for I could love you more too! Self love is great and knowing what love really is is even better than love!
Freedom from things that bring you pain. How do you stop it?
Simple ask yourself this question.
Do you like pain?
Do you like pain?
Why do black men date white girls?
This is a question that many people would like to know and here are some answers that researchers have come up with form studies also a lot of my own research.
Black men date white girls because it's simply another piece of ass added to their dick. Black men date white girls because they are weaker and show little strength. Black men will leave their family and children behind to date a white girl in my opinion who's the weak one? It takes a strong man and a real man to take care of his children and family and still date whom ever you like. Black men dating or marrying white girls with false intentions is what's wrong. You should not date a different race because of your experiences with your people, remember there are two sides to every story and to have a relationship work for one you must have honesty. To whom ever was making all the dishonest actions should be the people whom shall look at themselves. A lot of black men are unhappy with themselves and they feel as though a white woman will be able to except them for being a weak man, this is a dead wrong move.
When we get in any a relationship no matter the color of a person we should go in with honesty, love, and support. Most black men come into a relationship with a white woman and they are dishonest, lazy, broke, and unhappy with self, no strength and so on. Problem with this is some white girls want a piece of the black man so bad that they are blind of these men intentions. The black man feeds in their heads that they are going to get a job soon and they blame there pass relationship with the black woman as a reason why they don't have a job or have failed at moving faster. It sound crazy doesn't is? But it's true men do every day. If a man comes into the relationship dishonest chances are he will be that way through out the whole relationship unless he gains strength and responsibility. White woman most of the time are so blind to see this mainly because the black man has told them so many painted bad things that happen in there last relationship that the white woman feels secure that he will not go back to black wombmen.
Most black men still date black girls on the side due them knowing that black is all they can really think about. Black woman hold warrior strength and they get mad and angry because they want their black men to be honest, responsible, supportive and so on. Black wombman hold so much power and strength because they have so much support from ancestors and they can reach out to other sisters and get honest support. On the other hand black men hold egos when it comes to giving brother-to-brother support. What I mean by this is black men show weakness for the truth even if it means telling there own brothers a lie they will. In my opinion if men would live there lives as family men and support the family they would see the struggles that black woman face in this world too. But for some men they do see the struggles but they are so selfish and think all about themselves.
Black woman are up against "Barbie doll" figures and MTV bodies. Look at all the go, go dancers in the world and tight jeans and little tops etc. We as a people have to fight in our minds this entire ass that's being thrown at our men and how they are not strong warrior men. I remember not to long ago I went out for a meeting with a friend to go over some music. We meet in a club which we found out later that is was a bad idea due to all the noise but before we left I had ask him do he have a girl friend he said yes. So he says as a matter of fact I have a picture of her right here. He reaches in his wallet and shows me a picture of this woman and he's proud of it. Just by him showing me that it put a smile on my face. Out of all the men I know I meet I see or have conversations with I never seen a man pull out a picture unless it was his children. By the way he's a white guyyeah you didn't know I was going to say that huh? But it's true and I thought it was such an honest move.
Now this guy knows that I think he's cool and he's good looking too but never mind that, he loves his girl and guess what that's not itshe was a black wombman. Now see that should I say that white men show more love for a sister and respect. No I should not. Sister's too should be respectful of other sisters men and that just shows the disrespect in our sisters instead of trying to uplift that man to do the right thing they too are weak and have no respect for them self...any how. I love black men with brains with an artistic hand a man that holds honesty in his hands and is willing to give it away at anytime to show the respect for me also to show that he wants to change. I want a man that loves my children and a man that will help me out with the bills and will not let me pay 95f all the bills and 99f all the honesty and 90f all the cleaning and 98f the time taken out the trash then 95f the time giving all the love then 100f the time trying to convince that my black man needs to be a warrior and a King and help take care of our Temple.
For the sake of our Children and the sake that one day our daughters will one day meet a man like them and fall victim of false love. As for our son who will teach him to be a respectful men to wombman? I guess I will be the man and the wombman huh? No problem I'm already that you dig?
I am not alone with this and my search for a man no mater his color is I search for a man that wants a conscious thinker. An honest person has to offer his or her honestythat's honesty and true love. Not manipulation to control or to get over to train ones mind to think what is not really love but lust. I call people with knowledge that get over on weaker minds "Conscious Spiritual Pimps". In all honesty I love my stretch marks and I love my large breast and I love my noise my hair, my legs, my arms, by ass, my back, my front and every thing in between yeah I said what many of you are afraid to say who cares it's the truth.
I love myself more than I have ever and no matter what choices our "black" men make I will continue to uplift and keep putting the word out for them to do better. I would love to see the day that all men and wombman can be strong and faithful. Children get left behind with single parents and it's a shame that sometimes when men who do move on to white woman and have children by them that child gets to have a father but a as for the previous child or children they get left behind with any left (white kid gets the father but a black child looses one) over time that he may have. Then that's when I real "Baby Momma Drama" starts. I use to think that all children were a blessing but to be even more blunt and honest even the devil could come in the image of a child. With that being sad to all my sista's that are experiencing this remember that saying we told these men " One day your going to get punished for all the wrongs you've done" yes and I know you could add like a thousand more lines to this but with all that being saiddon't worry about it you are bless and a warrior stands up and read in between the lines of life.
Look beyond the horizons of pain and see past the clouds and the planets get next level with your spirit and the reason for change and how every person in your life is places for a reason. Ask your self this question as I use toohere comes the questionif the creator came to you one day and said (I'm going to use my name you use yours)
God -Raquel I have a mission for you
Raquel - Yes God what is the mission you have for me?
God I'm going to have you fall in love with a beautiful man he will say he loves you he'll stop pass your job and bring you nice things, he'll also massage you and tell you how pretty you are. This man will teach you many things that you'll need later on in life. He's a smart man and loves to go out and have fun.
Raquel Ow that sounds good to me
God Hold up I'm not done
Raquel O my bad
God You will love him like you never thought was ever possibleyou'll have so many good times at the beginning but then he will cheat on you.
Raquel O God no thanks
God My child you must listen
Raquel OK
God you'll cry for nights at a time some nights he will not come home and he'll be out with other women. This will go on for years and each year it will only get worst. You'll also have a child
Raquel Finally some good news
God I'm not finish yet my child
Narrator -*a tear falls from here eyes* God continues to speak
God but not into three years into the relationship. This man will hit you tie you up hold you down and you'll be very afraid of him but your love over comes the painyou'll stay around because you fell like you can not live with out him and you think he will change soon. You'll also try to kill yourself and drink sometimes before bed to sleep to help hide the pain. A son will be born from your womb but while your pregnant he will still cheat on you and give you tears after tears and pain after pain but still you'll stay. During these years you will never talk to any one about your real relationship with him and you'll continue to smile even in the streets when you know that when you get home the pain begins again.
Narrator At this point Raquel is ready to brake down and cry she is at the point of passing out from this news but instead she's in shock and she just listens.
God This man will cheat on you still and then live a double life at the end he will be with a white woman and be engage to her and she'll get pregnant.
Raquel What the
God My child I can't tell you anything else about the ending of this mission but I will tell you that you will become a stronger person and a lesson will be learned.
Raquel God I know your intentions are good and you will protect me but 6 years of pain and the happiness starts after the sixth yearGod I don't want this mission no thank you.
The End
See what I mean people I know that you all would probably say no not knowing what the out come would be no matter what the creator may tell you, all you see is those long years of pain and the worst part? Your child is in the story. This is the reason I believe that the creator sends us on a learning mission/s with out asking us first, reason? If every one said no to the mission/s then how would we learn our lessons from one another? How would we find our strengths if it weren't for our experiences? Think about it?
The devil has plans too we have to be milti-brain-ded (a word I made up) in order to see through the pain. Look with the third eye and not the one's that are visibly seen with your own.
I love you all and I hope this helps many people out. I'm not asking for any one to agree with me. This is how I observe my life lessons and missions. These are all my true experiences and maybe I look into things to deep you may say. But guest what life is deep and if you don't think conscious about why you are here and what moves you make. The more you'll be in deep shit and the more missions you'll be sent on. Think about it. Just remember the devil could come in many forms even the form of a child and spiritual conscious pimps are pimping all the time.
The lesson here is no matter the color of the person as long as you love and respect that person and make conscious decisions you should be able to love any one and see the mission/lesson you have been sent on.
Peace that's my time and I'm out!
Why do you think I end all my words in "Conscious Womb Thinking" for my sister's & "Conscious Wombman Thinking" for my brother's?
Think about it!
Black men date white girls because it's simply another piece of ass added to their dick. Black men date white girls because they are weaker and show little strength. Black men will leave their family and children behind to date a white girl in my opinion who's the weak one? It takes a strong man and a real man to take care of his children and family and still date whom ever you like. Black men dating or marrying white girls with false intentions is what's wrong. You should not date a different race because of your experiences with your people, remember there are two sides to every story and to have a relationship work for one you must have honesty. To whom ever was making all the dishonest actions should be the people whom shall look at themselves. A lot of black men are unhappy with themselves and they feel as though a white woman will be able to except them for being a weak man, this is a dead wrong move.
When we get in any a relationship no matter the color of a person we should go in with honesty, love, and support. Most black men come into a relationship with a white woman and they are dishonest, lazy, broke, and unhappy with self, no strength and so on. Problem with this is some white girls want a piece of the black man so bad that they are blind of these men intentions. The black man feeds in their heads that they are going to get a job soon and they blame there pass relationship with the black woman as a reason why they don't have a job or have failed at moving faster. It sound crazy doesn't is? But it's true men do every day. If a man comes into the relationship dishonest chances are he will be that way through out the whole relationship unless he gains strength and responsibility. White woman most of the time are so blind to see this mainly because the black man has told them so many painted bad things that happen in there last relationship that the white woman feels secure that he will not go back to black wombmen.
Most black men still date black girls on the side due them knowing that black is all they can really think about. Black woman hold warrior strength and they get mad and angry because they want their black men to be honest, responsible, supportive and so on. Black wombman hold so much power and strength because they have so much support from ancestors and they can reach out to other sisters and get honest support. On the other hand black men hold egos when it comes to giving brother-to-brother support. What I mean by this is black men show weakness for the truth even if it means telling there own brothers a lie they will. In my opinion if men would live there lives as family men and support the family they would see the struggles that black woman face in this world too. But for some men they do see the struggles but they are so selfish and think all about themselves.
Black woman are up against "Barbie doll" figures and MTV bodies. Look at all the go, go dancers in the world and tight jeans and little tops etc. We as a people have to fight in our minds this entire ass that's being thrown at our men and how they are not strong warrior men. I remember not to long ago I went out for a meeting with a friend to go over some music. We meet in a club which we found out later that is was a bad idea due to all the noise but before we left I had ask him do he have a girl friend he said yes. So he says as a matter of fact I have a picture of her right here. He reaches in his wallet and shows me a picture of this woman and he's proud of it. Just by him showing me that it put a smile on my face. Out of all the men I know I meet I see or have conversations with I never seen a man pull out a picture unless it was his children. By the way he's a white guyyeah you didn't know I was going to say that huh? But it's true and I thought it was such an honest move.
Now this guy knows that I think he's cool and he's good looking too but never mind that, he loves his girl and guess what that's not itshe was a black wombman. Now see that should I say that white men show more love for a sister and respect. No I should not. Sister's too should be respectful of other sisters men and that just shows the disrespect in our sisters instead of trying to uplift that man to do the right thing they too are weak and have no respect for them self...any how. I love black men with brains with an artistic hand a man that holds honesty in his hands and is willing to give it away at anytime to show the respect for me also to show that he wants to change. I want a man that loves my children and a man that will help me out with the bills and will not let me pay 95f all the bills and 99f all the honesty and 90f all the cleaning and 98f the time taken out the trash then 95f the time giving all the love then 100f the time trying to convince that my black man needs to be a warrior and a King and help take care of our Temple.
For the sake of our Children and the sake that one day our daughters will one day meet a man like them and fall victim of false love. As for our son who will teach him to be a respectful men to wombman? I guess I will be the man and the wombman huh? No problem I'm already that you dig?
I am not alone with this and my search for a man no mater his color is I search for a man that wants a conscious thinker. An honest person has to offer his or her honestythat's honesty and true love. Not manipulation to control or to get over to train ones mind to think what is not really love but lust. I call people with knowledge that get over on weaker minds "Conscious Spiritual Pimps". In all honesty I love my stretch marks and I love my large breast and I love my noise my hair, my legs, my arms, by ass, my back, my front and every thing in between yeah I said what many of you are afraid to say who cares it's the truth.
I love myself more than I have ever and no matter what choices our "black" men make I will continue to uplift and keep putting the word out for them to do better. I would love to see the day that all men and wombman can be strong and faithful. Children get left behind with single parents and it's a shame that sometimes when men who do move on to white woman and have children by them that child gets to have a father but a as for the previous child or children they get left behind with any left (white kid gets the father but a black child looses one) over time that he may have. Then that's when I real "Baby Momma Drama" starts. I use to think that all children were a blessing but to be even more blunt and honest even the devil could come in the image of a child. With that being sad to all my sista's that are experiencing this remember that saying we told these men " One day your going to get punished for all the wrongs you've done" yes and I know you could add like a thousand more lines to this but with all that being saiddon't worry about it you are bless and a warrior stands up and read in between the lines of life.
Look beyond the horizons of pain and see past the clouds and the planets get next level with your spirit and the reason for change and how every person in your life is places for a reason. Ask your self this question as I use toohere comes the questionif the creator came to you one day and said (I'm going to use my name you use yours)
God -Raquel I have a mission for you
Raquel - Yes God what is the mission you have for me?
God I'm going to have you fall in love with a beautiful man he will say he loves you he'll stop pass your job and bring you nice things, he'll also massage you and tell you how pretty you are. This man will teach you many things that you'll need later on in life. He's a smart man and loves to go out and have fun.
Raquel Ow that sounds good to me
God Hold up I'm not done
Raquel O my bad
God You will love him like you never thought was ever possibleyou'll have so many good times at the beginning but then he will cheat on you.
Raquel O God no thanks
God My child you must listen
Raquel OK
God you'll cry for nights at a time some nights he will not come home and he'll be out with other women. This will go on for years and each year it will only get worst. You'll also have a child
Raquel Finally some good news
God I'm not finish yet my child
Narrator -*a tear falls from here eyes* God continues to speak
God but not into three years into the relationship. This man will hit you tie you up hold you down and you'll be very afraid of him but your love over comes the painyou'll stay around because you fell like you can not live with out him and you think he will change soon. You'll also try to kill yourself and drink sometimes before bed to sleep to help hide the pain. A son will be born from your womb but while your pregnant he will still cheat on you and give you tears after tears and pain after pain but still you'll stay. During these years you will never talk to any one about your real relationship with him and you'll continue to smile even in the streets when you know that when you get home the pain begins again.
Narrator At this point Raquel is ready to brake down and cry she is at the point of passing out from this news but instead she's in shock and she just listens.
God This man will cheat on you still and then live a double life at the end he will be with a white woman and be engage to her and she'll get pregnant.
Raquel What the
God My child I can't tell you anything else about the ending of this mission but I will tell you that you will become a stronger person and a lesson will be learned.
Raquel God I know your intentions are good and you will protect me but 6 years of pain and the happiness starts after the sixth yearGod I don't want this mission no thank you.
The End
See what I mean people I know that you all would probably say no not knowing what the out come would be no matter what the creator may tell you, all you see is those long years of pain and the worst part? Your child is in the story. This is the reason I believe that the creator sends us on a learning mission/s with out asking us first, reason? If every one said no to the mission/s then how would we learn our lessons from one another? How would we find our strengths if it weren't for our experiences? Think about it?
The devil has plans too we have to be milti-brain-ded (a word I made up) in order to see through the pain. Look with the third eye and not the one's that are visibly seen with your own.
I love you all and I hope this helps many people out. I'm not asking for any one to agree with me. This is how I observe my life lessons and missions. These are all my true experiences and maybe I look into things to deep you may say. But guest what life is deep and if you don't think conscious about why you are here and what moves you make. The more you'll be in deep shit and the more missions you'll be sent on. Think about it. Just remember the devil could come in many forms even the form of a child and spiritual conscious pimps are pimping all the time.
The lesson here is no matter the color of the person as long as you love and respect that person and make conscious decisions you should be able to love any one and see the mission/lesson you have been sent on.
Peace that's my time and I'm out!
Why do you think I end all my words in "Conscious Womb Thinking" for my sister's & "Conscious Wombman Thinking" for my brother's?
Think about it!
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